My Life

I miss my life. I miss my wife. We just got married three months ago and here we are, her in bed alone and me in the hospital. I know I need to just do the work and get through this, but I am so frustrated and angry. I want my life back. I want to go back to being a healthy husband, son, family member, friend and co-worker. I'm setting goals but so impatient. The end seems a million miles away. And I am so scared about when my immune system gives out. It could be tomorrow or next week. There are so many uncertainties.

I guess I'm just saying I wanna be me again. This has really shown how much I love my life and all those that share it with me.

Tomorrows another day. Let's see what happens.