Last night as people were leaving the hospital and the sun began to set I was beginning to get a bit emotional. The thought of closing my eyes is still scary, but having my friends, family and this amazing hospital staff gives me confidence that everything will be alright. But something happened that just turned me upside down and made me realize that things were going to be alright. Michele and Justin had gone to the hospital kitchen to get some water and I was sitting with Bryan O and I just had a breakdown. And he said something that is going to stick with me forever. He said "we're going to beat this with a Hurricane of Love". And that is exactly what I've been seeing, hearing and feeling. For all the moments that I've felt sorry for myself, I realized with those three words that I am such a lucky person. It takes some remarkable circumstances to make people realize what they got. And also that you don't know what you got til it's gone. Well, I know what I got and I want to keep it.
So let me use this moment to say thank you. If you have wrote me, called me, visited me, hugged me, thought of me, etc... THANK YOU! You have no idea how much that means to me.
Its so true Zach...the abundance of love that surrounds you will continue with you until the end. We're all here for you no matter what; on good days and bad... and we're going to party like hell when this is all over, you can bet your ass on that one! And maybe one of us will get a tattoo! :)
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